Have you heard the new Christina Aguilera song? "THEY CAN'T HOLD US DOWN" it's amazing..even her Fighter and Beautiful are great...I am predicting that she is the next Maddona...I like her because she is very expressive and is unique in that sence..here is some of the lyrics of her new song...

"So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or two

That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will

So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended by the message I'm bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history
It's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore

I don't understand why it's okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing..................."

tonight was one my friend's suprize birthday party:) she really got suprized and nearly cried!!!it was a great night we talked a lot and it was wonderfull. Its fun when you are with people that have stuff in common and sometimes its fun to be with some people who are totally opposite to you:)anyways both of them are interesting and I love them...last summer this time when we again suprized this friend at another restuarant..we talked about so many stuff...this year it seemed my perspective in life has changed so much when I think about it....anyways I hope next year when again suprize her...I at least have accomplished one of my goals..:) and I decided not to think about the other one;)since if its meant to be...then let it be...if it is not then probably I am better off without it:)sooooooooooooo I pray to god to help me and direct me to the right way that he thinks is perfect for me...since I don't know any more....

well due to the black out the ministry people won't come to our lab till next week..but our proph wants everything to be clean;)well this is what he wishes!!anyways tomorrow is going to be a sad day for me..I hope I don't cry because one my labmates is leaving..although he was just here for a month but I usually get very sentimental when it comes to some one I know leaving or the fact of not seeing them...but more importantly I learned alot from him...both in terms of science and life..he is sooooo good in explaining that I keep telling him that he should become a professor;) well I hope wherever he ends up getting after this he is successfull and he and his wife can make up that dream restuarant he was talking about:) I am pretty sure if she makes it and if he does the deseart I will go there everyday;)

He is leaving and he is taking my heart with him...

On thursday and friday was the biggest black out in the history;)well there is still speculations on what happened but I think at the end of the day it is one of the US's plant failour...anyhow the blackout totally paralized the Toronto and most of Ontario...I wonder if Edison was still alive what would he think;) I guess he would too proud of his invention...anyways even cord less telephones were out...no heating system...no oven...nothing even water would have gone out due to the pumps that works with electricity...it kinda reminded me of Iran-Iraq war...although when I think about it gives me shiver down my spine but I am a sucker for change and I was praying that it would last for atleast a week well tough luck;)I guess the reason why I liked it was the fact that people were gathered toghter, the families, friends, neighbours and so on and knowing that you can't do anything the started to spend time with each other...I wished it would last longer;)my dad bought some batteries and we kept listening to the CBC radio....anyways by monday everything will be back to normal..there are two people coming from ministry on monday and the prof said they want to specifically talk to me!!!I hope it goes well...